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Number 0: the fool | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2013/10/01/number-0-the-fool
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. Number 0: the fool. So this is the new beginning, this is me starting to try to go somewhere, somewhere I don’t know, somewhere I have never been Somewhere where I will be free. I don’t know either, but I know I will. I can’t see the path lied ahead of me but you can see fear on my face, because fear it is that keeps me away from myself, fear of showing to everyone the beast. Open your eyes, watch me. Leave ...
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A dull week for a surprising Saturday. | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2013/05/04/a-dull-week-for-a-surprising-saturday
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. A dull week for a surprising Saturday. Last week was indeed surprisingly simple. I visited my parents and stayed there, tipical holiday for someone pretty unable to save money like me. I found myself reading Wittgenstein a lot, his strict and demanding prose pushes my mind toward a semantic dissonance which mirrors in negative the confusion I have in my mind. Why to decide it’s such a tremendous task? Now I ...
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On Virtues and limits – vivisection of an epiphany | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2013/05/23/on-virtues-and-limits-vivisection-of-an-epiphany
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. On Virtues and limits – vivisection of an epiphany. I lack the virtue of moderation. This is all and everything about me. You don’t need to know more. The truth, pure and simple: in my core I am boundless, I cannot be contained. Like a wild animal, like a river, I am bold and exaggerated in everything I do. But this comes with a price and that price is harsh to pay… therefore I learnt in the past to be...
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Degrees of divine intervention | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2014/01/02/degrees-of-divine-intervention
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. Degrees of divine intervention. So here I am. Again and again and again. I keep promising myself I will write more, but then things happens and I can’t and I hide inside myself to hibernate all my feeling of servitude and slavery. Now though I am a bitch in heat. And you all know what that means. I had a minor surgery – circumcision. Having a small case of phimosis. I found myself with a permanent and unmova...
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memento | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2014/10/24/memento
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. It is easy, very easy. I will never find you,. I will never be yours. There is not such a thing as an happy ending, as I won’t be able to hope anymore. Soon my heart will be a wasteland, I will dry all my tears and beyond that point there is no return. My heart will wither and die. But don’t we all wither? Don’t we all die? Who am I to say what’s love and what’s not? I don’t exhist either. Is all i have.
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Sunrise of an atomic failure | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2014/03/11/sunrise-of-an-atomic-failure
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. Sunrise of an atomic failure. Here we are. Me and you. Eyes into eyes. I speak, my mouth moves, my fingers typing this words. The urge to pee is an un-poetical expression of my desire of submission. I put myself here and now in this situation, holding it behind what is needed, to feel the pressure building as a mythological version of my boiling soul, the everlasting desire of a release which never comes.
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Pandora's Kinky box | dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else | Page 2
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Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. Find me where-ever I hide. Today is a strange day. A very strange day. Today is a day for epiphanies so I guess some writing should be in order. I said I would write more, but I didn’t exactly gave myself a goal. I think that so far two posts a week would be enough, two posts on anything that crosses my mind, not only BDSM but also games and philosophy and other stuff. In her mind, her version of me and of t...
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the courtesy of being truthful to oneself | Pandora's Kinky box
https://pandorasboxboy.wordpress.com/2014/05/27/the-courtesy-of-being-truthful-to-oneself
Pandora's Kinky box. Dreams and thoughts of a slave boy on BDSM, magick and maybe something else. The courtesy of being truthful to oneself. Where is my place, if not at Master’s feet? Where is my pleasure if not in his hands, in the pain that He will gift me. Where is the path I must travel to be born again, to fullfill my destiny, to find the place that is truly mine? And as you reach for your compass. I am that lost soul in a forest. I am now awake. The process that awakes you it’s difficult and...