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Encounter With Nothingness: March 2012
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Monday, March 19, 2012. Reading of the week. The sea rocks have a green moss. The pine rocks have red berries. I have memories of you. Speak to me of how you miss me. Tell me the hours go long and slow. Speak to me of the drag on your heart,. The iron drag of the long days. I know hours empty as a beggar’s tin cup on a rainy day, empty as a soldier’s sleeve with an arm lost. Speak to me…. By - Carl Sandburg (1878–1967). Smoke and Steel. 1922. Thursday, March 15, 2012. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Awesome ...
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Encounter With Nothingness: October 2014
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Friday, October 31, 2014. Claustrophobic, Suffocating. Locked – Tightly. Cannot gasp, my short breaths get leaked from the hollow in my chest and can’t reach the lungs. I try to breath deep and long to survive. Long breathing keeps me from speaking. Mouth dries and the feet vibrate. My fingers coil into fist sweatily. My shoulders shrink and toes curls. Thoughts stops running and there is dark empty heaviness in the head. It gets scary sometimes…This life I mean. And all the fears.
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Encounter With Nothingness: December 2010
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Friday, December 31, 2010. A Decade ago and Looking forward. When I look back in ten long years gone by… What I know now which I did not know then? Of course age makes feel good inside and bad outside but apart from that ….how was the show in the matter of Education, Employment, Finance, family, friends, health, travel, spirituality, wisdom, knowledge and rest of the other victories and disasters? What did I learn and what is it that I am still trying to understand as a person? I weigh less than a decade...
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Encounter With Nothingness: August 2010
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010. Now since my another birth date is approaching I asked myself again if it was worth spending these many years in here, what did I achieve? The obvious answer was – NO – Looser – Failure. Big Time. Because I failed (royally) in two extremely important things, Which I always wanted and drudged for all these years. I accept it whatever the results are. Moreover, thought I must confirm if I am a loser, I looked up the dictionary. 8221; I must see what is the success then…. I am an a...
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Encounter With Nothingness: September 2012
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Friday, September 14, 2012. A post on my blog. As I said earlier that I have got time…Time that I dreamt of, Time that I fancied about once. Well, giving a makeover to my blog is one of the much-awaited tasks I did. With that, another job I thought of was how I could popularize my blog. My research said :. I should be listed in the blog directory. (Which I did). I should write short posts. I should write frequently. (Which I will try). I should stick to specific content I offer to my readers. My blog mai...
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Encounter With Nothingness: January 2011
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Monday, January 24, 2011. As a word itself ‘HOME’ is contradicting in nature. It combines the spirit of the bonding and separation together. Being confined in very homelike environment always keeps from essential exposure to the reality outside at the same time it just not leave your heart, it keeps on spreading over the body, mind all the time you are away. All I left for love of Goa? Lagtaa nahii hai dil meraa ujRe dayaar meiN, kiss kii banii hai aalame-naapaaidaar meiN. Two passed away in yearning, an...
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Encounter With Nothingness: May 2012
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Thursday, May 31, 2012. My Journey to the land of Kerala. It was my first visit to Kerala in my life during 28th April till 1st May this year. I felt there that I should make some note about it. However, I agree and accept Malayalies are nice, intelligent and genial community. We should never generalize anything but unfortunately, some of my experience had made me believe two things,. 8211; First many of them are different and. Second they are REALLY very different. Special to me –. Many of them take bat...
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Encounter With Nothingness: July 2012
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Wednesday, July 25, 2012. Seven steps in the sky. I promise you…. To be responsible for the welfare of the household, family and children. To be your strength and to stand by you in tough and turbulent times. That every other man in my life will be secondary to me. You will be all and all for me in this world. To acquire happiness and harmony via respect, faith, support and understanding. To honor you with all the adoration and love I can. To commit to you in each aspect of our life together.
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Encounter With Nothingness: June 2011
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Thursday, June 23, 2011. Nowadays I could find one more friend with whom I enjoy talking …Typical me as a thought occurred “Why do we talk at all? Well, Zillions of reasons - To express, To keep something alive, To respond, To be sensitive, To encourage, To anger… etc etc etc. Beyond our innate ability of speech and upbringing, there are more factors, which influence why we talk. Personally, it is something, which defines me to others and defines others to me…. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
