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Letters to Trayu: One Day...
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009. When I was a little girl I saw you once. You looked at me. I waved at you. My Father plucked my hand from the air. And pulled me away. Do not talk to that boy.". I would have talked to you anyway. But our paths did not cross again. Until I was a young woman. Freshly ringed, freshly . loved. I blushed when you came by. Do not talk to the Ubar.". I wouldn't have then, I follow the rules. For years you flittered in and out of my world. We rarely spoke, but I cooked for you once.
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Letters to Trayu: Waters new path
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Friday, July 17, 2009. I've grown used to waiting, the Ubar is a busy man. Too busy, I think. I have heard what is going on with Cana and I heard the news of Ba'ater, who I never got to know very well. I tried twice to do. something useful but Cana has more then enough friends and everything had been seen too. So for her too, I wait. because the thing I can do best for her is just be here when she needs a gentle smile and a silent ear. I was daydreaming of your little tuchuk babies.". Tasco and I are goo...
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Letters to Trayu: Almost an Omen
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Thursday, June 18, 2009. Mezoo chuckled when she told me "It is almost an Omen.". I asked Mezoo if she would watch the baby while I went to go see the Ubars Father and she agreed, all too quickly. I have faith in her though and I know she will do fine. I let her know where to find Magda should she need her. Yamka was there too and I tried hard to draw her into the conversation. Her silence around me confuses me so much and it. There was a real omen in that statement. That was a foreshadow. The magic I wa...
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Méditation V: Of Leadership
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010. Now things in my life have been going along rather well lately. Busy . but then when has my life not been so? I have not had time for much other than my Command . my Clan and Seveya. My commitment to her only growing stronger each day. Posted by Fonce of the Tuchuk. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Fonce of the Tuchuk. View my complete profile. In My Vain Attempts. To Live the Sharpest Life. A Tap . At Your Window. This is How . I Disappear. At The Margins of Silence.
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Méditation V: The Desert
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010. Posted by Fonce of the Tuchuk. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Fonce of the Tuchuk. View my complete profile. In My Vain Attempts. To Live the Sharpest Life. A Tap . At Your Window. This is How . I Disappear. At The Margins of Silence. 8220;Touch has a memory.” John Keats. I have been so busy with taking care of my mother and making sure my elders are keeping cool. Darn older warriors find it cooler to strip naked and wade. Of Wings and Winds. Page 562 Buried Alive. Things ...
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Méditation V: This is How .. I Disappear
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Monday, February 8, 2010. This is How . I Disappear. My Dearest Beauty,. You ask me . what do I want? I want you to understand me . even a little. I want you to see me . when I am not there. I want you to hear me . when I do not speak. I want you to feel me . when I can not reach for you. I want you to know that when you are not there . I die a little. The amniotic fluid closes around me and the world seems far away and unimportant. I wish you understood that. There is always a price to pay . always.
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Letters to Trayu: All too aware of your stare
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Monday, July 13, 2009. All too aware of your stare. The tension grows and I have no idea what to do about it. I am all too aware of how Yamka feels for Tasco and I am all too aware of how she feels I should feel about how she feels about Tasco. What I do not know. is how Tasco feels. Or maybe . I do? While I can do what I need to do. I appreciate not always having too. I am comfortable asking for help. The kind of men I admire want to be asked anyway. Skies I hope not. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Letters to Trayu: Oh really?
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Thursday, July 9, 2009. Certainly it cannot be about this business of tasks? I know her gentleness and kindness with me is special and rare. So what is it, excatly? What makes me so different? What makes me any less worthy? How can I be expected to know things that have never been told to me? I have had enough of sad. I have had enough of being left behind. I have had enough of being small and quiet. Today I would like to do a little shouting. And someone better fucking listen. View my complete profile.
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Méditation V: The Move
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Monday, November 8, 2010. And so begins the epic Tuchuk race north in the attempt to beat the snows and ice . Did you see that? I swear I just saw a . Psst Fonce we are there. Huh and so ends the epic Tuchuk race north. Posted by Fonce of the Tuchuk. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Fonce of the Tuchuk. View my complete profile. In My Vain Attempts. To Live the Sharpest Life. A Tap . At Your Window. This is How . I Disappear. At The Margins of Silence. 8220;Touch has a memory.” John Keats. Goes shoppi...
