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Friendship | The Broken Pages
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I have to wonder if there is any such thing as a real friend. By real friend I mean one that will always be there no matter what. One that doesn’t want anything in return but friendship. That’s the kind of friend I try to be. I try to be honest and not hurt people. Maybe this is just another legacy from my parents and the way I have to deal with life now. I wish my parents could have given me normal, then I too could be normal. On July 1, 2013 in My Journey. One response to “. July 1, 2013 at 11:04 pm.
Broken | The Broken Pages
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Strange topic for a blog post I know, but that’s what’s troubling me at the moment. A stupid light bulb. The one in the hallway blew out two nights ago and once again I have forgotten to replace it. The night arrives and darkness falls and suddenly the door to my lounge becomes like the door to a prison cell. Once the night comes down, I know, no one will hear me scream and no one will come to help. On July 11, 2013 in My Journey. Tags: afraid of the dark. I lost a friend this weekend, not to death, alth...
Lightbulb | The Broken Pages
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Strange topic for a blog post I know, but that’s what’s troubling me at the moment. A stupid light bulb. The one in the hallway blew out two nights ago and once again I have forgotten to replace it. The night arrives and darkness falls and suddenly the door to my lounge becomes like the door to a prison cell. Once the night comes down, I know, no one will hear me scream and no one will come to help. On July 11, 2013 in My Journey. Tags: afraid of the dark. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
Birthdays | The Broken Pages
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All her birthdays she has got to celebrate with our parents, even the ones now with my father. What did I do so wrong that I get treated as though my birthday is nothing special? I don’t even get a card or a call. Not even a text message. Although I may be all grown up now with a family of my own, maybe my father doesn’t even know how heart-breaking it for me, that neither of my parents ever care to wish me something nice on my day. I wonder what it is that I did wrong? On June 30, 2013 in My Journey.
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Thoughts | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. A moment of clarity. Tiny ninja of positivity →. June 28, 2015. Just between you and us, hahaha, things have started to move lately. George and Charlie have started to look at poly sites on the web. I have noticed the absence of particular parts as I come out of my ‘study bubble’. We feel different somehow. As if we have all changed, evolved somehow. How will this work with those who may want to be monogamous? How will this work with our base attachment style? You are co...
The battle rages on | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. Tiny ninja of positivity. Maybe this time…. →. The battle rages on. July 17, 2015. Since my most recent PTSD flare up things had been ok. Settling back to normal. Well my normal. Then we let our littles have some time in a T session. They usually let memories out in small fragments. Note the usually. What is it that is sitting? The realisation that it is “you” in that memory. That those feelings are yours. That horror happened to you. All the time...Sitting is screaming ...
Thinking | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. May 2, 2015. I’ve been thinking lately, why did my integration cycles increase? I don’t know why they happen. I have no control over them. They get in the way. They are a byproduct of my healing journey. When things are processed and we move forward, there is an internal reshuffle. This is integration. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. You are commenting usi...
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Thoughts from my internal system. Monthly Archives: July 2015. The battle rages on. July 17, 2015. Since my most recent PTSD flare up things had been ok. Settling back to normal. Well my normal. Then we let our littles have some time in a T session. They usually let memories out in small fragments. Note the … Continue reading →. Look inside the hammock. Life in the super fast lane. Maybe this time…. The battle rages on. Join 34 other followers. Life as a Committee. No one gets left behind. Me: Finding th...
Ummmm what feelings? | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. Finding calm →. May 25, 2015. I don’t think we would action this, that would be extremely awkward and not at all within the boundaries of the university. The question remains, where did this come from? Will it go back there? What the hell is going on? If we manage to get through this last encounter without incident, will these feelings go away over time or has George just reopened Pandora’s box? This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Finding calm →. Enter your comment h...
Tiny ninja of positivity | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. The battle rages on →. Tiny ninja of positivity. June 30, 2015. Today I am very reflective. I have decided to share something that makes me smile. In previous years I have had some bad dealings with people. It has had an effect on how cautious I am towards them and others like them. I keep myself to myself. Other adult parts are also more settled in themselves. They feel accepted. I have been reminded several times by my T’s to be very careful who I disclos...I think of ...
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Thoughts from my internal system. Newer posts →. A moment of clarity. June 21, 2015. I find myself in a cycle of grief again. I feel a great loss. The more I watch other people, learn how they balance everything, I find all of these experiences that I don’t have. It occurred to me that other people experience life differently. This is why I find people to be puzzles. They think, feel and interact differently to me (us). I feel sad about this. People who do not dissociate do not have an internal village&#...
feral55 | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. Life in the super fast lane. August 18, 2016. So once again life is hitting me at full force. No surprises there. F was driving our therapy sessions. So when G briefly came out of retirement we spoke to her about this. And Littles had hugs of course. Now … Continue reading →. June 18, 2016. Now I have the questions What do you do when you have many parts internally but one of them may be attracted to a male? December 3, 2015. Maybe this time…. August 12, 2015. Since my m...
A moment of clarity | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. A moment of clarity. June 21, 2015. I find myself in a cycle of grief again. I feel a great loss. The more I watch other people, learn how they balance everything, I find all of these experiences that I don’t have. It occurred to me that other people experience life differently. This is why I find people to be puzzles. They think, feel and interact differently to me (us). I feel sad about this. People who do not dissociate do not have an internal village. They do not...
Finding calm | my internal hammock
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Thoughts from my internal system. A moment of clarity →. June 2, 2015. I have always been in search of balance. In search of calm. When I am calm, everyone else is calm. Functioning is so much easier when everyone is calm. Hijacking doesn’t happen. Littles don’t freak out and trigger PTSD episodes. I can study and have intelligible conversations. I can make eye contact with people. Only if I am calm. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. A moment of clarity →. June 6, 2015 at 5:01 pm. You are commentin...
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Strange topic for a blog post I know, but that’s what’s troubling me at the moment. A stupid light bulb. The one in the hallway blew out two nights ago and once again I have forgotten to replace it. The night arrives and darkness falls and suddenly the door to my lounge becomes like the door to a prison cell. Once the night comes down, I know, no one will hear me scream and no one will come to help. On July 11, 2013 in My Journey. Tags: afraid of the dark. I lost a friend this weekend, not to death, alth...
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