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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: April 2009
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Thursday, April 30, 2009. When Feeling Happy Gets Depressing. Well, here I am again (at my keyboard, that is). I've been really lonely lately, I just wake up, go to school, go to track, come home, do homework/chores/eat, go to bed. It gets really depressing eventually. Now, how did I get there? I stoped making an effort. I'm coasting in my classes, I'm doing the minimum with friends. I know , I know, it's my fault. I feel like that sinc...
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Wednesday, December 9, 2009. When people recognize me in the hallways it startles me. I need people to hang out with so when you ask me what I did to say I can have something more than "nothing.". I love you,. Maybe I'll see you today. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I Want You Inthide Meh! When people recognize me in the hallways it startl. View my complete profile.
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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: March 2010
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Monday, March 8, 2010. So there's one week left until outdoor season starts. Which means a month of conditioning and pole drops. My aunt came over right after I got home from school today, i was the only one home and had a headache so I really didn't want her there. Looking back on it, I should have never opened the door. And I have a headache still. My aunt is currently sleeping on the sofa opposite me so I can't watch TV.
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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: February 2010
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Wednesday, February 24, 2010. And I'm sorry I can't make you feel better. How do you tell the one you love that you get random urges to just make a shotgun and paint the walls in your bedroom with blood? I'm sorry, I shouldn't've said that. I suppose I could erase it but I feel like this is what my life is becoming here, alone. And when I call you your upset, you aren't in any state to console, so I do the work. I miss you a lot.
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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: September 2009
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Sunday, September 13, 2009. We run on the fumes of injustice, we'll never die with the fuel that you give us. My parents filled my tank :]. I can drive to school this week! I got the new used album (thank you, love! We're making 100 of these (out of pine, not oak). I've got to get a presentation of money/time/hours/safety/etc. by a week from tomorrow, then start working on it the week after that. I'll need at least 2 router tables, I ha...
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Saturday, May 19, 2012. I pass the time at work until I can go home. I pas the time at home until I can go to work. Url=http:/ www.realcazinoz.com]online casino[/url], also known as celebrated casinos or Internet casinos, are online versions of noted (chunk and mortar) casinos. Online casinos approve gamblers to warpaint the borough red and wager on casino games from start to complete the Internet. March 2, 2013 at 2:37 AM.
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Show Me How To Listen;: Apr 3, 2009
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Show Me How To Listen;. You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy, i have a remedy for your insecurity. Friday, April 3, 2009. Give a little taste of hypocrisy, maybe you'll hear, the blasphemy. Whatever youre preaching, it isnt me. I would go to church if people weren't so overly assertive with their views and intolerant of those who believe differently, because it is so contradictory to what they are claiming to follow. i cannot stand what religion has become, in that sense. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: Wow
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Thursday, April 14, 2011. Ok, so I guess it's been over a year since I last posted. Wow. Also; I'm typing his on my iPod. I'm tired. Very very tired. I'm sick of everyone bitching about their lives, their pains, their problems. I'm tired of sleeping without rest. I also hurt a lot; my knee, shins, ankle, elbow, and shoulder all have soft tissue damage beyond soreness and well into bruising. Am I becoming paranoid? I Want You Inthide Meh!
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when suicide isnt the answer, what is?: August 2009
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When suicide isnt the answer, what is? Welcome to the world of hurt. Saturday, August 29, 2009. I dreamed last night. People talked to me. Friday, August 28, 2009. Peace is a daily, a weekly, a monthly process, gradually changing opinions, slowly eroding old barriers, quietly building new structures. Man was made to build or destroy. One or the other. I built myself up and then i proceeded to tear myself down. You got in the way of my complete destruction (where I've stalled out for the past 2 years).
