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The Random Ravings of ÃÝË: Random Part Two
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006. There was a lot I was going to go on about on my previous post but did not make it to. I looked at the clock sometime in there, and it was already 1:00 AM! Good thing I had therapy today and didn't need to get out of bed particularly early. On the minus side, it does make for a long day. I usually don't get out of there until after 10, then its near to 11 by the time I get to work. By the time I've gotten my hours in its 9:00! Damned things are made out of plastic! Its going...
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: November 2005
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Tuesday, November 08, 2005. Goodbye Michael.I will always love you. I was down to one check.One check left with Mine and Michael's names on it.I knew way before I got down to one check that it was time I did something about it.It was like, 'the end'. I thought taking his ashes back to Indiana was my end.It took me a year after he died to do that. Just like that.The love of my life's name was off the bank account we shared so many years.Th...Do yo...
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: April 2006
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Saturday, April 29, 2006. Over the years I have seen it bent to, (what I thought) was the point of no return but, it held strong. Why, at the end of the day would I be surprised? Why when I've felt over the years that my affirmations, my buildups, support, love, honesty and friendship were for naught? Posted by Granny at 4/29/2006. Thursday, April 13, 2006. At 40 its beak is too long and curvy that it reaches its chest. Its wings, full of lon...
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: August 2006
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Friday, August 04, 2006. Old age, I decided, is a gift.I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I've always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometimes spazz out over my body. The wrinkles, the baggy eyes, the big ass. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I ain't sweattin over those things to long. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, I've become my own friend. I know sometimes I ...
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: March 2006
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Wednesday, March 22, 2006. Sharon.You are my angel.Even tho you are no longer here on this earth with me other than in my thoughts and memories, I never stop thinking of you. Our sisterly seeds of love are planted in this pot.You went before me to nuture the growth of those seeds. You don't even need 'Miracle Grow'. I know you speak to me.Why can't I hear you? He's allowed me to see and hear Michael many many times.Why not you? I love you Sis.
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: May 2006
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Sunday, May 21, 2006. I love you Sis. Phone rings: " Hi Sis"! Seen on phone who was calling). Hey, what are you doing"? Nothing, what are you doing"? Going to the Movie with Gavin". Oh, what are you going to see"? Oh, way cool. I'm sure you will enjoy it". What are you doing tomorrow"? Well, tomorrow we are haveing a cook out for my graduation and I would like for you to come.". Granny, you won't be causing uncomfortable situations". Just have to...
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: December 2005
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Tuesday, December 06, 2005. Her Name Is.SQUAMOUS CELL CARCINOMA. Well, Michael didn't have aides but he sure had Hepatitis C, SOMEHOW.On top of facing seven weeks twice a day radiation treatments we were now having to find a Dr. specializing in this area that we knew nothing about.We did that after radiation was over and done.I will post about that at a later date.Michael and I were finally home bound! Posted by Granny at 12/06/2005.
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THE DARKNESS WITHIN: October 2005
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A PLACE WHERE THE LIGHTS ARE ON BUT USUALLY NOONE IS HOME. Thursday, October 13, 2005. The Not So Silent Killer. You just had to come take her from me didn't you? This little gal that grew up with nothing and decided she was ok living that way. Did you have to take that little thing and make her swell up and puke so violently? She never experienced a drunken puke fest like the one you put her on. You ravage so many people in your path. I once told her that I would crawl inside her body if I could.And...