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That Night – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? I’ve had no reply. That he’s said goodbye. Should I check that hidden place? Just curious; just in case. Tears start to fall,. As I read his post. How had I not realised? I’d been so engrossed. The afternoon drags,. I have to wait. My mind is unfocused,. What if I’m too late? The bell rings, and I’m free. I turn and run. Please don’t stop me. The wait on the bus is far too long. The stopping and starting,. The idle chatter,. As the stop gets closer,.
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Forvitni – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? June 19, 2016. This year I’m going to be working all summer unfortunately so no holiday for me. I’ve also decided that I should set only 2 goals this summer in the hope that I shall stick to them. 2) Prepare for rowing/hockey season. Must not be out of shape like last year’s preseason. Will be easier to keep up the excersice than get back into shape in September. 3) post about Trinity May Ball ). December 28, 2015. 8 Months later…. Not quickly, not ea...
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War – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? This is my war. This is my war. This is my war. This was my war. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out.
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Hidden Messages – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? Have you ever sat alone in a crowded place? Looked around and thought? How many people here know. What I’m going through? Can any of them. Decode the movements and. Me like a book? I can see them all so clearly. On this warm summer day. The man, back to the corner,. That woman over there,. The tables, long. Sleeved shirt, fingers clutching sleeves. The teen on his fifth coffee,. Desperately trying to change. Letter more important than his name. You ar...
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“How are you?” – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? A question asked so often that our reply is automatic. I’m fine thanks, and you? But what would happen if we said,. What was really going on, in our head? I didn’t want to get out of bed. Because of this constant feeling of dread. I fear that I’m not good enough. To deal with all this random stuff. I have no energy,. I drift along,. I pass through each and every day,. Wondering if I’ll ever be okay. I feel so numb. I see them laugh,. But don’t know why.
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Musings – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? Some stuff I wrote:. This page has the following sub pages. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. 8 Months later….
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Exploring Manchester! – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? July 11, 2015. I saw Pazzo again for the first time in four weeks. Our goal: to explore Manchester! Our first stop was the main library, with the impressive Wolfston reading room. We then made a ‘brief’ detour into the music section and searched for old copies of scores and sheet music. Our next stop was the John Rylands library, which has to be my favourite. It’s a catherdral. Filled with books. The library, the courtyards the buildings. And then mor...
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Demons – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? They exist in legend. Leave you all alone. No one to help. You get back in control. It’s not your body anymore. You must do this on your own. You’re not worth their help. The demon is the one you can trust. You must let them take over. It’s easier this way. It’s not your body anymore. You can still see the world. You’re just not a part of it. You see the fun. But it doesn’t touch you. It’s not your body anymore. They’ve built a barrier. They find a way.
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Needy? – Random Ramblings from me
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Random Ramblings from me. Because where else do I go? July 15, 2015. I feel like I’m becoming far to dependant and needy in talking to Pazzo. I can’t help it. I want to talk to him far more than I can at the minute and I’m scared of appearing too needy but at the same time, I don’t want to pull away too much. I need to change now rather than when it’s too late. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. It’s a new dawn, it’s a new day. →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here.
