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Twisted Wishes: January 2011
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011. I want you to kiss me in that center of my lower back. Curl my toes like pinwheels. Raise the hairs on the back of my neck. I want you to kiss me in that center. Listen to my body tremble. Feel the goosebumps you've made feel like leather. Kiss me where my skin shows and doesn't. Becoming right as well as wrong but very sweet. Vivid thoughts rage, streaming alive and well. Becoming those things never to regret. Becoming those things never to forget. Wednesday, January 12, 2011.
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Twisted Wishes: Please, No Sorries
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Wednesday, June 27, 2012. Please, No Sorries. Please don't say that you're sorry. For opening me up and leaving me undone. Your intent was genuine but not good enough. You continued with your promises. I became like the rest along with your next. Please don't say that you're sorry. For treating me like I was the only one. Did everything to sooth and calm my emotions. Requested a quality of devotion and exclusivity. Knowing the risks I was taking. I still found a way to let you in. Wednesday, June 27, 2012.
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Twisted Wishes: July 2012
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Wednesday, July 11, 2012. I love what I haven't seen. Miss a voice I've never heard. Desiring a touch I've never felt. And a kiss I have yet to make. Miss the love letters I haven't received. Miss the scent that you have yet to leave in my clothes. After a hug which I've never felt. But sure enough I know that it's real. Sure to know it when it arrives. As strongly as I did before. You that I cannot see. You that I have yet to meet. You that I always need. Wednesday, July 11, 2012. Wednesday, July 4, 2012.
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Twisted Wishes: I Lost You
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Wednesday, June 20, 2012. Feeling now that I lost you. Being intimate is a projected reflection. But I predicted this separation. I remember what it was like to have you here. But my body forgets. I've tried to mimic the feeling in the past. It's too far from anything like you. It's disheartening drenched with a headache. You told me you missed me. Which I wanted to ignore but couldn't. I was just hoping you could feel it. I think you did, please say you did. I did my best when it came to you. Feeling no...
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Twisted Wishes: Allowing
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Wednesday, July 4, 2012. The more I resisted, the harder it became to let go. To finally allow love and patience to take over. My heart pulled in one direction while my mind pulled in another. Having my way in love or to think what it should be may not be the right one. Dictating situations to what I thought was feasible and fitting. Wasn't merely enough to prepare me for the emotions to come. Thereafter, before or during, I'd run into someone. Who'd put me on edge in the most admiring and sedulous way.
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Twisted Wishes: December 2011
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Saturday, December 31, 2011. Open my legs to a false sense of love. To allow myself that moment of pleasure that would last me only for a little while. Senseless thinking led me into the possibility of having him in a more permanent way. But deeply knowing I'd be the one settling for something I naturally knew I didn't need. Or rather yet, something I knew I didn't ultimately desire, not with him. Not for the long time I wanted to spend my life and be happy with. Open my legs to a false sense of love.
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Twisted Wishes: April 2010
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Friday, April 30, 2010. It took so much for me to fall for you. So much convincing within myself to actually go through with it. And after I finally did, there was no returning for me. As long as the truth remained gray. Started to have feelings for you. Then asked one too many questions that led me here. To this emotional state. Gray is no longer gray. Now clear as water. More apparent as black and white. Feel bad that I miss you so much. Comforting words ease the emotional stress. Friday, April 30, 2010.
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Twisted Wishes: March 2011
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011. Tuesday, March 15, 2011. Sunday, March 13, 2011. Temper, Tenor and Trend: The Words You Use. It's the words you use. That hurt and cut so deep. They make the sky turn from blue to grey. Sticks and stones may break my bones, yes. But it's your words that make my bruises permanent. If you love me so right. Why do I scream at night. I'm in love with you but. You don't see all the damage you've caused in me. I've been committed, devoted, believing and loving you. Midst covers my eyes.
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Twisted Wishes: August 2010
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Monday, August 23, 2010. I became a solider. Covering and hiding my pain. When night fell, like the day,. Friends and loved ones left and there I was,. Alone with my thoughts. I crumbled and like broken glass,. The pieces sat nearly transparent. Awaiting for me at my pillow so that when I laid my head down,. Glass would pierce my skin and I'd bleed. The pillow became a place for reminding. I wanted to forget. Monday, August 23, 2010. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A Love Like His. Please, No Sorries. The or...
