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Bonita Gordita: September 2014
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. I have a lot of obstacles. I don't know how many of them are what my life has in front of me, or that stem from depression/anxiety. But - I'm making a choice for a better day today. Not saying that people can "will themselves" out of depression, or making light of it. But I want things to change for me. Especially in my pant-size department. I don't have much of a desire for anything. I hate being fat. I wish I knew what cam...
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Bonita Gordita: September 2013
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. Waiting Is Hard Work. Applying for a job is almost a job in itself. I have prayed over this situation a million times. I'm still stressing. I don't know why I'm stressing so much. I think some of it is that I put myself out there, and if they reject me, I'll feel personally about it. I'm just as nervous about a rejection as I am about a job offer. The job offer would significantly change my life. I survived PMS. Actually...
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Bonita Gordita: Looking Forward
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. I'm sipping my second cup of coffee and pretending I don't have to leave for work in 10 minutes. I'm on a good run with journaling, walking. Just need to continue. I've allowed myself chocolate. Other than that, it's been pretty much low carb. I think I can do a wee bit better than what I'm doing for a small space of time. Not forever, but. a WEEK? I need to remind myself of it over and over. Labels: back on track. Low-Carb ...
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Bonita Gordita: April 2014
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. 269 - I've Gone Off The Deep End. That's what the scale said this morning. Granted, I had my pajamas on, but it's reflective of the last few months for me. Not long ago it was 262. I've gone off the deep end. New job has me sitting on my butt for the entire day, and though it would seem I'd have energy after sitting all day - I'm EXHAUSTED. Even on the weekends. I didn't want to work full-time, but here I am. 7/15: 290 ( 7).
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Bonita Gordita: June 2014
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. I Am Back To Where I Was. I weighed in at 280. I feel sluggish, unhappy, and like I am going to keel over from a heart attack. No joke. Each day I say it will be different, and each day it is not different. My clothes don't fit. I don't know what to say. I had a LONG talk with a good friend, and she told me to quit my job. Tomorrow. She said put in your notice and don't look back. I wish I were that strong! 7/15: 290 ( 7).
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Bonita Gordita: Treading Water
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. I don't want to write this in my regular paper journal so I will leave it here. I don't think I'm rapid-cycling bipolar. But boy it feels like it sometimes. Some days while I'm treading there are beautiful skies and sunsets, and I'm in awe of them, my heart is warm and happy. But I'm still treading. Sometimes I tread by a beautiful island, and people are smiling and waving, and I just tread on by. Sometimes there are sharks.
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Bonita Gordita: Better Day
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. I have a lot of obstacles. I don't know how many of them are what my life has in front of me, or that stem from depression/anxiety. But - I'm making a choice for a better day today. Not saying that people can "will themselves" out of depression, or making light of it. But I want things to change for me. Especially in my pant-size department. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). 238 (100 pounds GONE). Good habits through May.
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Bonita Gordita: October 2014
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. It's not a lot, but it's down and not up. I cut off drinking during the week last week, and that was a nice experiment. I didn't really miss it, and I ate less. This week I tried to do the same, and ended up failing Monday and Tuesday. We went out to dinner with friends Monday and then Tuesday. I just didn't feel like being strong apparently. WEIGHT COMES OFF SO SLOOOOOOOOOOWLY. I've allowed myself chocolate. I'm trying to e...
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Bonita Gordita: October 2013
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Represents 1 pound gone). 57 gone, 83 more to go to 198. Fitness For a Fat Girl. Life Update - Weigh In. Hello Just doing a quick check-in. The most important: my weight. 254 was the last registered weight. That's fine by me. I mean, yeah, I'd rather lose, but I'm very thankful that I'm not gaining because I could jolly well be doing that since I feel like I'm not paying much attention to what I'm eating and I've had more beer than anyone should be allowed on a "low carb" way of eating. Hope everyone out...