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Ryann Reflections: I'm numb
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A glimpse into the life of one anti-social stripper nerd. Friday, June 15, 2007. It’s a fucking death year. I don't want it. No more! I saw him at Christmas. He came from Slovakia. To visit over the holidays. Sunshine told me a few hours ago over msn. "He's dead." A million miles away in Slovakia our friend is dead. The End. What’s so terrible about a broken heart? My friend is dead. I can’t sleep. I want to sleep. Posted by Ryann @ 04:38. I'm sorry for your loss. To have loved and cared for someone and ...
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Ryann Reflections: guess I'm just stupid...
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A glimpse into the life of one anti-social stripper nerd. Monday, September 25, 2006. Guess I'm just stupid. Am I fucking invisible? Why am I the one that gets to suck it up, shed a few tears, and keep going? What about my daily routine of wiping away tears to create a serene expression? It hurts. I don’t know why I’m supposed to be irrelevant and invincible. I don’t feel invincible. It’s time to be the fantasy again two more shows I need happy stripper music. Posted by Ryann @ 22:58. One of the worst th...