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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. The author lost her first child, a son, at 42 weeks gestation, on April 4, 2008, when she was 33. Her second child, a daughter, was born on May 23, 2009. When you get mothers together…. Fear, can’t sleep. Can’t let her go. In the wake of his birthday. Earth Mama Angel Baby. Glow in the woods. Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep Foundation. Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.
A blue glow down Abbey Road | zen milk
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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. A blue glow down Abbey Road. February 6, 2010 in Uncategorized. I learned last week of a friend of a friend who lost a baby this month. We were supposed to have tea today but a storm and icy roads will keep us apart. She is in the throws of it. Like drowning, first you are underwater, inhaling. But this is not right. This is not natural. Then, emerging, choking and sputtering and sinus stinging, throat, stinging…. Fear, can’t sleep. Fill ...
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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. Fear, can’t sleep. July 14, 2010 in Uncategorized. Many nights I can’t sleep. Ever since my son died I fear that my loved ones will die in their sleep. I want to be there for her when she stirs, if she needs me, if she wants me…. I don’t want her to be afraid. When you get mothers together…. Fear, can’t sleep. Can’t let her go. In the wake of his birthday. Earth Mama Angel Baby. Glow in the woods. Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep Foundation.
My babies’ hair | zen milk
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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. My babies’ hair. January 31, 2010 in Uncategorized. My daughter’s hair is growing and it makes me miss my son. Her hair feels like his, so soft and course at the same time. How many times can I realize that he will never grow. His ashes remain on a shelf where I can see them when I sleep. -his picture, where I can see it when I get dressed in the morning. Who was my son? Who would he have become by now…? Who would he be? I love my son ...
in the wake of his birthday | zen milk
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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. In the wake of his birthday. April 16, 2010 in Uncategorized. River’s birthday was bright and beautiful, but days were so dark until then. A terrible smooshup of hard times and dark days piled up before River’s birthday. Six weeks of pain and misery lead up to the anniversary of his death. Depression and heartache, coping and dealing…. But his birthday was bright and beautiful, windy and melancholy. River would be two years old now.
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The nature of balloons: Halloween and Day 30- a dream for the future
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Sunday, October 31, 2010. Halloween and Day 30- a dream for the future. If this is Halloween I think we should all us dead baby moms move to an island for the next few months because this minor holiday sent me round the bend, I can only imagine what the major ones will do. Day 30- a dream for the future. Im with you. Lets steal an island and make it our own! November 1, 2010 at 1:36 AM. Glow in the woods.
Come to become | Come to Your Mat
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Come to Your Mat. January 31, 2010 at 6:38 pm ( Uncategorized. Come to your mat because it has been too long…. Maybe it’s been. Today don’t just be… Become! Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.
The nature of balloons: Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Friday, October 29, 2010. Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days. That's a lot of hoping dreaming and planning. I am more of a one day at a time kind of grrl. I have trouble setting up dentist appointments every six months, because who knows what will be going on then? But, in the next year I NEED to have a living healthy baby come out of me. We might have called you Juni. Glow in the woods.
The nature of balloons: Fetus Eater
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Thursday, December 1, 2011. You sure you want to know? A lot of 1st world ennui. And PTSD. And extreme back pain. So that's fun. Got pregnant again in July after 6 months of trying and a round of Clomid. Everything was fine at the 11 week and all previous ultrasounds; 5 by then. Then, at 13 weeks (an appointment I had to DEMAND), no heartbeat AGAIN! And then my period showed up again on the very day I should...
The nature of balloons: Liar - full of hate
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Tuesday, January 18, 2011. Liar - full of hate. Just a couple weeks ago I had a living child in my belly and now I don't. I hate that my five year-old is being raised by the TV. I hate that I have so few coping mechanisms. I hate that I am spending all our health care money on therapy. Rant (but not really). So, I guess what all this means is that I will live to avenge and the universe better watch the FUCK ...
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Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Blog Directory
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Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Blog Directory. This blog is created and maintained by people who have experienced the loss of a baby in miscarriage, stillbirth, medical termination, or infant death. Our goal is to maintain a current listing of Babyloss Blogs, recommend related resources, and to post the latest Babyloss information. How to Use the Directory. Think you belong here, then we. Think you belong here. Blogs are listed by category of loss. This is to help you find blogs that deal w...
The nature of balloons: always choose the hardest thing first
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Sunday, January 23, 2011. Always choose the hardest thing first. Because you will end up there anyway. At least, that is the way my life works. You want a home birth? Go directly to hospital. You want a natural birth? Let's gut you like a trout. Oh, you wanted a live baby? Well, here's your breech Vbac, too bad you never get to take him home, except as a handful of dust in a plastic bag in a plastic box.
The nature of balloons: Give away winner
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Monday, December 6, 2010. Amp;amp;lt;p><br>The numbers generated by this widget come from RANDOM.ORG's true random number generator.<br></p>. I cannot make that number thing stick with the winner's number. And the winner is. number 3! Missy, you get soap. I hope you are not allergic to wool. It's this soap. The G...
The nature of balloons: Wherein she defends the term "failure"
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The nature of balloons. Something all the kids need to know. And a bit of metaphor for the folks. Saturday, October 30, 2010. Wherein she defends the term "failure". Let's start with this. The condition or fact of not achieving the desired end or ends: the failure of an experiment. One that fails: a failure at one's career. The condition or fact of being insufficient or falling short: a crop failure. A cessation of proper functioning or performance: a power failure. A decline in strength or effectiveness.
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The Zen Militants Guild. Hate is not inherently evil. In order to rationalize change in some thing, one must first hate, to some degree, the current status of that thing. Just as a good parent hates the actions of a misbehaving child and seeks to change the behavior of the child so too do atheists and liberals seek to change the behavior of the world. Tuesday, March 15, 2011. Handing Penn Jillette his own ass. Saturday, September 05, 2009. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. Sunday, August 16, 2009. How does one e...
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Zen milk, spilt milk; life after the stillbirth of my first child. When you get mothers together…. August 28, 2011 in Uncategorized. Why is it when you get a handful of moms together that the conversation so often turns to birth experience? Why does this have to be? And women are compelled…even among good friends, who all know how I lost River, the conversation passionately turns to birthing experience, and then, I wish, and I feel, like they should know better. I mean, how insensitive is that? I must so...
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